I Am Scared

I Am Scared

From your disinclination to drop me back home, to dropping each other to the respected place,

things have shaped them.

From awkward silence, to resisting each other to laugh for silly things,

things have shaped them.

Every things is just happening very smoothly, which makes the moments more beautiful but more often scares me, that a day will come when may be this day would just remain in my heart and get disappeared, my expectations would cheat me.
the more I want you to create more such moments, the more I scare of the thought of failing on my expectations
the reason I am not or I won't convey things to you just because I can't take the risk to loose you.

I really can't

~kalash