We Aren't Connected Now

We aren't connected now, 

Some where it hurts, find out how just some tiny things affected the perspective and changed a girl like me to something I never found in myself three years ago, but changes are inevitable and I am not an exception.
Thinking of those years of togetherness where just find each others as friends but having a crush on him somewhere inside have been so graceful, those years were great indeed. Getting into a friendship intensely filled with  understanding, trust and loyal hearts, what else is needed, right?
complications are normal, no person shares exact thoughts nor we shared so.
we aren't in contact, careers and commercial life made us apart, so apart that we now want to control our self from reading the passed on messages.
I just want that at some place some how our routs get collide toward a better friendship
that's how you feel being apart physically and emotionally from someone you admire a lot, that's what i felt being in the situation.

Friendship on the ground of love changes, but we are unaware of when we start feeling for someone we are connected with the rope of friendship.

thoughts by a really nice friend